DescriptionTo those who ask where I've been:
I have avoided this site ever since it turned into a lingerie fashion show. It is still too painful for me to see all the great bodies with flat stomachs and hourglass figures, which I will never have. Even after $20,000 of surgery, my waist is STILL just 2-3 inches smaller than my hips. I STILL have to buy my clothes a size larger to accommodate my bulging belly, and I STILL go straight up and down on the sides - I have no sexy curves like the other ladies.
I also still have the huge, bulging kendoll that humiliates me and prevents me from wearing a lot of clothing styles.
I miss all the wonderful camaraderie of this site, but the fact is the women who had their surgery when I did have spectacular bodies now, and since ladies now use their signatures to display them in sexy lingerie, every post on the site is a cruel reminder to me: YOU DON'T LOOK LIKE THIS, AND YOU NEVER WILL.
If I don't have to see how fantastic all the other ladies look, I can be proud of my own body and feel attractive and sexy. If I have to see all those other bodies - I feel like a loser and a failure and ugly.
So that's why I don't visit any more.
Location: NJ, United States